She have not pay attention to me for almost 2 days. I don’t know what to do. Maybe I’ve lost her.
It rained today which sent me a bad mood even worse than yesterday. I’m so depressed that I do not wanna do anything and see or talk to anyone.
But I feel lonely because no one sms or qq me INITIATIVELY except 10086 or trash messages. No one take cares of me except my parents.
I can’t understand why ZQq left me till now. I’ve found that after her left, I changed a lot. I can’t say clearly what she means to me.
But now it seems that I will lost another good girl. I don’t know… and I can’t avoid their leaving.
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